Allah is the best planner.

Assalamualaikum.

Hi everyone. OK not everyone hello you... yes over there.

I am sad. Firstly, aku tak dapat UPU. Rayuan pun tak dapat. Secondly, even kalau dapat sekalipun, I need to study for 4 years for my degree. 3 years diploma + 4 years degree. HAHAHAHA. Bapak lama. Bukan course medic pun, account je kot. But yeah thats the rule, if you're from IPTS like me nak masuk IPTA you cannot apply for credit transfer. So sad :(

And so aku akan sambung degree kat salah satu IPTS under MARA. Sebab aku kan anak MARA gituh. But the thing is MARA also dont have enough fund to give us. Tapi yelah banyak je scholarship lain & pinjaman lain.

Aku sedih, sejak diploma apa yang aku nak mesti tak dapat. Benda yang aku taknak tulah dapat. Contohnya PLKN, aku dapat walaupun aku benci gila aktiviti lasak macamtu. My SPM results was not that bad but still aku tak dapat UPU (the main reason why aku pilih KPTM - sebab MARA). Degree kalini pun sama. Kecewa dia macam taktau la nak kata apa.

I talked to my best guy friend ever tadi, he told me that aku tak patut rasa macamni because Allah is the best planner. I do agree with him. Mungkin apa yang aku nak tu bukanlah terbaik untuk aku, siapalah aku ni kan. Kita cuma merancang tapi Tuhan yang tentukan. I am trying my very best to stay positive and only think about positive things right now. I believe Allah has a better plan for me, the best for me and He knows it all.

InshaAllah.

Kena tetapkan hati belajar betul-betul balas jasa parents sebab my college fees is kinda expensive... Kesian diorang :(

Whatever it is.... good luck everyone! Yang sambung belajar, yang kerja or yang menganggur... rezeki ada dimana mana and setiap kita ada bahagian tersendiri. Cuma cepat atau lambat je. Sending love to everyone out there... teheee~~~ bye!