05 May 2017

My Hospital Journey.

Assalamualaikum!

I'm blogging this so that people who have the same problem as me will know what to do or share their own experience with me hehe. This is my first time getting sick (like reaaaally sick). I usually go to hospitals to visit sick friends or relatives but this time I went to hospital three times in two months. Oh how I hate waiting for my turn. Bahahahahha.

The story starts with one day in early April, I woke up that morning and my left ear macam tersumbat. Okay. This is not the first time. Masa PLKN and Diploma dulu pernah jadi macamni. I though oh earwax tersumbat la kot. I went to the pharmacy and bought Soluwax (ubat titik cairkan earwax) pastu tunggu beberapa hari masih half tak dengar. Seksa telinga tersumbat ni memang emo rasa nak marah orang je memanjang. Sakit hati ye gak. Pastu on Friday my mom came to pick me up. Masatu bukan telinga kiri je tak dengar, kanan pun dah tersumbat. Bayangkan la. This is when the pain starts. Malam tu pergi klinik doktor kata takde apa, dia suruh pakai ubat titik tu je and berehat. Esoknya, telinga rasa macam bengkak, sakit and I cannot eat anything sebab mulut susah nak bukak. I cried a lot! Sakit sangat sangat tak terkata. Bawak pergi klinik lain and BAMMMM the doctor told me that my right ear was okay its just earwax but my left ear punya gegendang dah bocor sikit and dalam telinga dah bengkak gila. He told my parents to go to pakar ent as soon as possible. OKAY. Esoknya nak pergi Hospital Selayang tapi klinik pakar bukak on tuesday, thursday and friday only. So I went to another clinic nak minta ubat tahan sakit because I cannot sleep or eat dah sebab sakit nak mampos. The doctor checked and he gave me a reference letter suruh pergi pakar ENT.

Appointment.

So during my first appointment, the doctor checked my ears and she told me she cannot see my gegendang because there's a lot of earwax menempel kat situ. How? Sebab rajin sangat korek telinga. Do you guys know that we are not allowed to use cotton buds? Panjang bebelan doctor haritu kat aku sebab "rajin" sangat hahahahahaha. Siap pesan "bagitahu kat kawan kawan family jangan korek telinga! jangan bawak sekampung datang hospital sebab masalah macamni lagi ye" kihkih sorry. And actually earwax kita ni menghalang benda benda dari masuk telinga kita. Camne nak bersihkan ye geli kan kunen kunen? Haaaa dia akan keluar sendiri so bersihkan la waktu mandi. Huhuhuhuhu.

Ok back to my story. Lepastu dia bawak pergi satu bilik untuk cuci telinga. Weh gigil aku beb masatu tengok alat-alat dalamtu. Choyyyy! Pastu baring pastu dia masukkan apa apa tah dalam telinga aku pastu aku sebagai seorang yang manja meleleh gak ah air mata tahan sakit beb. Doctor kata dah terlalu banyak earwax aku terkumpul dalam tu sampai kat gegendang pun kena sebab duk jolok pakai cotton bud selama ni. Dah keras pun macam batu! Jadi bengkak tu hasil duk korek telinga la. Dia kasi ubat titik pakai 2 minggu untuk cairkan earwax, baru dia boleh bersihkan and tengok condition gegendang aku yang disyaki bocor itewww. Dia warning maybe akan sakit depends on that person la sebab bila earwax cair dia akan kembang and tolak gegendang telinga. Jadi akan sakit. Ikut orang jugak. So aku balik dengan hati yang lara sebab masih half pekak.

Next appointment.

Kalini dapat doctor lain yang lembut sikit. Dia check apa semua and kena masuk bilik haritu lagi. Aku masani selawat baca ayat ayat habis dah semua sebab confirm sakit macam haritu. Tapi tak sakit pulak kalini maybe sebab earwax dah lembut bahahaha dia sedut-sedut pakai alat tu pastu jeng jeng jenggggggg dah boleh dengar beb. Pastu dia check condition dalam telinga semua dia kata okay. Yang haritu dorang syak gegendang aku bocor tu sebab dia nampak warna hitam je dalam telinga padahal tu earwax zaman paleolitik yang aku dah tonyoh kedalam waktu syok korek telinga hahahahahahah. Yang sakit tu sebab bengkak rasanya. Ok pastu nak pastikan semua ok kena buat test.

Dia suruh tunggu kat bilik lain & bila panggil nama masuk. Lepas masuk tu dia suruh bukak tudung semua & dia letak alat apatah kat telinga aku tapi kejap je. Pastu dia suruh masuk bilik ni macam kedap gitu dia tutup pintu terus berdesing telinga aku hahahahaha. Pastu pakai headphone and dia kata kalau dengar bunyi (selain berdesing) tekan ada satu alat dia bagi kat tangan aku tu. OK. Pastu dia pun start buat test. Bunyi dia cam tettt. Tettt. Tapi sayup sayup je makin lama makin jauh hahahaha. So kalau dengar kena la tekan alat tu. I think ni nak test tahap pekak ko camne. Hahahaha.

Dah settle semua masuk jumpa doctor tadi balik. Dia bagitau telinga ok pendengaran ok. And takyah datang follow up dah. Yaaayyyy ALHAMDULILLAH!

After sebulan lebih jadi half pekak ni akhirnya dapat semula nikmat mendengar. Syukur! Masa dapat tahu gegendang problem tu aku dah overthinking gile macam mana if pekak jadi OKU ke kena apply OKU kad ke omg macam mana nak communicate dengan orang. Tapi paling stress sebab last month I was sitting for my final exams. So can you imagine how hard it is for me to focus because my ears both berdesing (tapi tak sakit dah waktu ni). Pasang lagu pun still dengar berdesing. Nak bercakap dengan orang pun susah sebab kena baca mulut dorang waktu bercakap sebab dengar macam jauh. I am so annoyed because of that. But on the other hand, it teaches me a lot of things. Sabar, redha and you will know who are your real friends when you're sick. Hehehe.

Btw final exam is over and I am now enjoying my semester break. Alhamdulillah finally survived my second year of Degree. Lets just hope that I will pass my exam and proceed to year 3. I did bad for my Law paper as I cannot answer this one question. Oh myyyy! I am so worried because my lecturer warned us about some of us might repeat this paper. Please don't let that person be me. I am not ready to fail any of my papers. I am hoping for the best for me and my friends. Amin.

THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS ; JANGAN KOREK TELINGA PAKAI COTTON BUD! JANGAN MASUKKAN APA APA DALAM TELINGA! JANGAN JANGAN JANGAN!

18 November 2016

Stresssssssssssssss

Assalamualaikum everyone!

Harluuuuu. Kite kat rumah ni. Uols katne tu kat college ke rumah sewa? HAHAHAHA. I cuti seminggu reading week. Tapi bukan study week tau! Reading je. Class I 7 weeks then cuti seminggu then sambung class then cuti sem 2 minggu je. Pastu masuk sem baru. Final exam cuma di penghujung sem 2 sahaja. Memang relax lah kan aku final setahun sekali je. Tapiiiii assignment dia susah namatey. OK takdelah namatey tapi leceh la. DBS why you do dis to ussssss?!

Aku rasa macam nak give up je amik degree ni sebab susah hahahahaha dia cam bukanlah susah pon aku yang malas kot. Asal ada gap (btw class kitorang sumpah tak pack hahahaha banyak gile masa lengang) tidur. Tidur main game makan tidur. Serious masa diploma dulu aku rajin 100x ganda daripada sekarang. Mana tah pergi semua motivation and kerajinan aku. Mesti sebab aku menganggur lama lepas habis intern haritu membuatkan aku jadi malas teruk. HAHAHAHA.

OMG guys I ada berita nak bagitau.

"WHAT MIM NAK KAHWIN DAH?"

Tengkorak uolss. Jodoh pun tak nampak lagi kat mana. Eh hiiiii awak yang handsomeeeee tuhhhhh hahaha. OK bakal jodoh mungkin dah ada (pls doakan yang baik baik).

Bukan.

Cerita dia ialah aku tengah buat assignment pastu aku pening pastu membawa kepada penulisan blog. Huhuhuhuhuhu cowi cebab lie to u pipel :(

BYE!

Serious takde motif gila entry aku. Serious. Serious sorry sebab buang masa korunk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

06 November 2016

My graduation day.

Assalamualaikum..

Hello friends! Its me, again hahahahaha. OK so apa benda yang penting membawa kepada penulisan blog ni. Well sekarang kan orang tak baca blog dah tapi aku nak tulis jugak sebab nanti bila-bila boleh baca balik since I don't have a diary kan. Penting ok benda ni at least to me lah!

Last Monday 31/10/2016, I finally graduated. Hehehe yay Diploma in Accountancy. Walaupun bagi orang macam Diploma je punnnn, but I am happy and proud of myself because it is not my first choice anyway. Alhamdulillah, in two years aku grad degree pulak, inshaAllah. Pray for me gais!

So aku punya convo kat Putrajaya International Convention Centre, my parents datang and I am happy that I made them proud. I can see it in their eyes. My mom rakam masa aku naik stage and I can hear my dad tepuk tangan and said "Wuuhuu" HAHAHAHA over gile. I received the CEO's special award too (sebab dapat dekan every sem) Alhamdulillah. Memang aim dari sem 1 nak grad with this award and berkat doa parents, pertolongan lecturers and kawan-kawan, tercapai jugak hasrat ni. Walaupun bagi orang lain biasa je but its not easy for me. Semoga masa Degree ni I will graduate with First Class Hons pulak, amin! Takde apa lagi yang aku nak dalam hidup ni selain membanggakan parents and jadi contoh yang baik untuk adik-adik. Dan travel. Dan jadi kaya. Dan kahwin. Eh hahahahahahha!

So takde apa lagi lah nak tulis. Nak upload sekeping gambar buat kenangan je boleh tak?